#❛ ─ DON’T TALK MEME LIKE THAT. ✎ meme.

[rxzennia]

leviathan of the cosmos

– tales of the voracity pathstrider

✎𓂃 something unto death as the respawning boss enemy, i haven’t finished 2.1 yet

when aventurine brings up traveling to the reverie hotel in the dreamscape alone, your eyes narrow ever so slightly and you take a step towards him. though you do truly worry for him, you can’t deny that you also want to take a peek at the off-limits-to-visitors area for yourself, too.

he’s been keeping you away from conflict, away from the dangerous games he plays on the daily, but you want to know. you want to see all that he is, his feats and evils, not just what he decides to show you. and if it means following him into the dreamscape, you won’t shy away from your quest of knowledge.

he doesn’t want you to enter the dreamscape reverie with him, but you’re very, very stubborn

“it’s dangerous for you,” he says, giving you the most serious look you’ve ever seen on him, like he’s genuinely concerned (he is)

you tilt your head. even without saying anything, he knows what you’re trying to say – you don’t understand where he’s coming from

he tries to explain, boy, he’s trying so hard to explain to you why exactly it’s a bad idea, but he feels like he’s talking to a wall

are you even listening? hello? 

he can’t see your expression because your scarf is in the way, and your eyes betray nothing

for as much as he loves talking at you, this is the one time he wants you to give him a response

“you’re strong enough.” a statement, not a question, because this man is one of the ten stonehearts, and you know he has more power than he appears to have

well, yes. but, to be honest, he isn’t confident in his ability to protect you

death is a dangerous entity, and even if he’s certain he can hold his own against it…

what if it decides that you are its next target? you, who is so precious and lovely?

he doesn’t want to run the risk. he likes having you around, both as a friend and as a secretary, and the last thing he wants is to lose you

but you’re adamant. “there’s nothing to worry about,” you say, oblivious to all the worries running miles per second in his head

he feels like if he didn’t let you tag along, you’d just follow him anyway and that would be even worse

aventurine thinks he knows you well, perhaps even better than yourself, but turns out he’s just delusional. you’re so timid, so awkward, and when you’ve warmed up to him you’re still silent and brooding most of the time, how could he have known that you have so many cards hidden up your sleeve?

he’s just dealt with a few scattered crew from the dreamjolt troupe, but he might’ve made a little too much noise when he whacked the televisions

it feels like the entire floor’s enemies are attracted by the noise, even memory zone memes are showing up

he glances towards you, who’s doing a really good job at staying out of his way and avoiding attacks

way better than he expected

you don’t seem afraid, either. he can tell that you’re relaxed from your body language

one thing he’s worried about, though, is eventually attracting death 

because that’s the one thing he’ll try his best to protect you from, but he isn’t certain if he can

he doesn’t think you can fight, and your lack of inclination towards conflict only reinforced that belief

sure, you’re built like a fortress and you’re intimidating, but he soon found out that you’re a big softie inside

which, even more unlikely that you can fight. you just feel so… vanilla

you feel like the type who’d try to de-escalate a situation that could otherwise be easily solved with fists

even if you look like your punches would send people into orbit, it's just so out of your character 

he likes that about you, really, but sometimes he wished you have some combat skills

when death inevitably appears, aventurine’s heart drops. it completely ignores him and heads straight for you – perhaps it knows who’s stronger or weaker – its wing rearing back as it coils around you, picking you up by your scarf, and –

he goes pale. he immediately acts, invoking qlipoth’s protection

but he knows how swift death is, and how easily it will lay its claws upon you and take you from him

the shield he casts on you is easily broken in one, two, three slashes

does death penetrate armor? it doesn’t quite make sense – the kind of shield he confers should not have been so easily broken!

before he could even do anything, before he could even tell you how much he treasured you…

you’ll be gone, and he’ll be all alone again

he hates that. and you know he hates that, but what could either of you do?

for as far as he’s come, he’s still powerless to protect the ones he hold dear

he tries, he really does, but his attacks won’t reach death in time, nor will his shield reach you in time

it’s dead set on taking your life, and it’s going to succeed

damn it, he should’ve just forced you to stay in the reverie in reality, or the golden hour, or something

he’d take your annoyance over watching your symbolic “death” any day

he reaches for you – in a fit of desperation, he tries to grab onto you, your scarf, anything

you blink, watching as death’s claws withdraw, and as it swings its blade-laden scythe wing towards you. you seem shocked, but you close your eyes as you welcome the darkness.

the darkness known as your leviathan. 

your white scarf sits perfectly around your neck, and your nose is still comfortably buried in the fabric

but there’s no mistaking it; it’s yours

the serpent emerging from the ends of your scarf, who wrapped around the monster known as something unto death, whose translucent body wound around it until it is no longer visible, who made it disappear…

it obeys you, holy shit, that creature obeys you

but you’ve always seemed so harmless, so sweet, so, so… so innocent

how could someone like you harbor something so terrifying?

yet here you are, swallowing the memetic entity with a gulp, like you’re simply swallowing down your food

you’re eating – no, you’ve eaten death

your leviathan settles into your scarf again, its form dissipating as if it had never existed at all

so simply, so effortlessly, disposing of it as if it’s naught but a mere worm

aventurine stares, at where death once loomed, and then at you, who looks completely fine. he stammers your name, and for the first time, he feels a primal fear in him. it’s different to the fear of uncertainty, of whether or not he’ll still be alive tomorrow, or of being left behind again. it’s a fear more powerful, a fear stemming from coming face to face with someone perhaps even more dangerous than everyone he’s encountered on penacony. the fear of prey before the apex predator on the food chain.

his gentle giant of a secretary all of a sudden doesn’t seem so gentle anymore

he can’t really tell what exactly it is hiding in your scarf, but he has an inkling

before he can make a guess, you interrupt his line of thinking

“bleh…” you cringe in disgust, your face scrunching up as you stumble to find refuge on a nearby couch

never mind, he'll take that back

honestly, you don’t look like someone to be afraid of right now

you look like you’re about to collapse, with how pale you’re getting and how you’re almost retching up your lunch behind your scarf

which you are. the only thing stopping you is the physical aspect of being unable to

he pushes his fear aside, and finds it surprising easy to do so

in fact, it’s so easy that he could almost find your reaction hilarious

if you didn't look like you're three seconds away from keeling over

“you, you didn’t just–” he approaches you slowly, kneeling down by your side, “aeons, you look sick.”

you want to give him a reply, but the sheer flavor of the meme you just swallowed makes you so queasy that you think you might puke the moment you try to speak

his hands slowly reach up to hold your face, “will you be okay?” he asks, quiet and careful

you nod, relaxing into his touch, and he can feel you turn to lean against his palm even through the fabric that obfuscates your face

how are you still so adorable when you’ve just consumed the entirety of death?

you’ve never revealed much about yourself, and you’ve been the biggest mystery aventurine has been itching to solve. but at this stage, he isn’t too sure if he wants to find out anymore. you, your path, your abilities… you’ve been hiding them all, under that guise of innocence.

then again, he’s the one who made assumptions and decided to keep you away from conflict

he still feels cheated, just with no one but himself to blame 

he wants to believe that you’ve been genuine with him! that your personality, at least, isn’t fake

you’re doing a really good job at reassuring him

well, maybe because you’re experiencing indigestion on a couch in the dreamscape after eating something that looks decidedly inedible

it doesn’t feel like you’re lying to him at all, with the way you’re behaving 

when the nausea goes away just enough for you to speak, the first thing you say is a string of curses

and “i really hope i don’t get food poisoning”

it gets silent very quickly, and you two stare at each other

“i… i don’t think food poisoning is what you should be worried about right now,” he manages to say, suppressing the urge to just chuckle, because this is his confirmation that you’re still his favorite secretary

it takes you a while before you let out a very, very quiet mumble of “please don’t fire me.”

aventurine has never expected that to come out of your mouth. “what? why would i fire you over something like this?” he raises a brow, and he’s just as relieved as you are when your shoulders sagged. “i’m just glad you’re okay…”

he tries to lift you up, and you give him an a+ for effort, even if he ends up failing. you lean onto him, letting him carry half of your weight while you try to stand.

“c’mon, let’s get you out of here. you need to rest,” aventurine says, in the most happy, truly grateful way you’ve ever heard him speak. “but, after that? you have a lot of explaining to do.”

[l0v3tast3]

ooh can i request a 141 witha reader that has bad abandonment issues and needs constant reassurance?

if it’s to much please then don’t do it, don’t wanna make you write something you don’t want to

but if you do mwah ily! ❤️❤️

as someone with severe abandonment issues. and also needs constant reassurance. thank you for this request lmao also mwah ily2 !!! (っ˘ω˘ς ) this was rlly cute to write lol also sorry this took like a month im finally trying to get caught up on requests lmaoo

✎ tags: gn!reader, young military reader, angst, mentions of violence, comfort, fluff

✎ word count: 900 words (not proofread)

masterlist | requests

✧ ˖ ° they all notice it when your eyes shift towards theirs for their approval when you do well during training, when you never say "no" to whatever they ask you to do for them. they think you're just eager to please. you're the shiny new recruit to the team, beaming bright and always ready to take on your next task, so they brush it off.

✧ ˖ ° simon is the first to really figure out how deep your servitude runs, what the real reason behind it is. it's during one of your missions together, him and johnny and you in a firefight. johnny gets separated from the two of you and he can nearly feel the panic radiating off of you at the thought of your teammate, your friend, being gone. you do a good job of concealing it, of pushing through it to clear the area before you bolt to go looking for him.

✧ ˖ ° it clicks for simon so quickly because he's been where you are before. he's felt that trepidation too many times, the dread dripping cold down his spine when the other end of the radio goes silent. he's felt that same dizzying relief when you both reunite with johnny and your shoulders visibly relax. so when you're all back at base and you're hanging back while you fiddle with your gear, he pats a heavy hand on your shoulder with a gruff "y'did good, kid," before he walks away.

✧ ˖ ° kyle doesn't quite figure it out in the same depth as simon, but he picks up on the way you get nearly giddy at any kind of praise or validation and how anxious you seem to get when you think you haven't done something as well as they want you to. as he gets to know you and grows more and more fond of you, he'll make it a point to encourage you and try his best to help you build your confidence in your abilities. it's subtle and obvious at the same time, a quick "nice shot!" over the radio during missions and a huffed "are you ever gonna let me win?" while you're sparring together.

✧ ˖ ° it's not something that's spoken between you two, but you know he'll always be there for you. being the closest in age (and social media knowledge) helps you both to bond quickly and strongly when you join the team, and eventually people start joking that the two of you are attached at the hip. and it's pretty much true; when you aren't together you're texting, sending memes back and forth and talking about how bored or entertained you were in the moment. during missions, you're checking in with each other every few minutes, to the point where simon starts getting annoyed.

✧ ˖ ° price can see it in you the same way he can see it in so many of the recruits that join the military seeking purpose and approval. you're looking for a reason that others will give you to keep going, and he wants to tell you that you need to find your own reason, that you will find your own reason, but it's not something for him to explain. instead, he'll show you a gentleness that he doesn't often show; it's not outright obvious, not enough that others besides probably the rest of the 141 will notice, but it's enough that you'll see it. encouragement and very slowly helping you build your confidence is the road price takes to help you. quiet affirmations after training sessions, positive feedback surrounding the negative, a heavy hand thumping against your back when you do well- price is quiet, but he notices.

✧ ˖ ° as for johnny, well... he's not oblivious, per say, but he'll be somewhere along the "realization scale" close to kyle. it's not something that he's personally worried about himself all that much. johnny knows his talents and capabilities, and the confidence he's built up after a decade in the military is unquestionable. but you haven't had as long as him, as any of them to climb to their level of self-assurance, and he's aware of that much at least.

✧ ˖ ° when he sees you struggling internally with your self-doubt, johnny always swoops in with something to lighten your mood. he brings up that you've mastered a particular move in training already or how impressed he was that you're already able to bring himself down while sparring. johnny sticks near you when he can; he'll eat meals with you and work out with you and just enjoy your company during your free time at the base. if he sees you struggling with something during training, you become certain that he'll always pull you aside after everyone leaves and help you until you've got it down.

✧ ˖ ° as a whole, the men of the 141 task force aren't great at outright reassurance and emotional help. they're hardened soldiers who've proven their worth time and time again, but they know you haven't had a chance to yet. so with their unknowingly combined forces, they'll do their best to make sure you do get that chance, to make sure that you know how much of an irreplaceable and valuable cog in their well-oiled machine you've become.

[defectedsources]

✎ ( 911 PILOT EPISODE STARTERS. )

a roleplay meme of quotes from the pilot episode of the first responder drama 911. WILL CONTAIN POTENTIALLY TRIGGERING QUOTES. do not steal or repost. FOR REBLOGGING ONLY.

❛ don’t worry. he’s gonna be alright. ❜ ❛ you said if i got to you in five minutes, you would be all mine. ❜ ❛ someone punch you in the face? ❜ ❛ let’s not ruin everything by actually getting to know each other. ❜ ❛ we’re living in a golden age. ❜ ❛ this woman is so far outta my league , but she’s just once-in-a-lifetime. ❜ ❛ when was the last time you ran into , or jumped into anything? ❜ ❛ i’m telling you , the uniform is a major aphrodisiac. ❜ ❛ wash your hands! we don’t know where they’ve been. ❜ ❛ this is not a family. it’s not a clubhouse. ❜ ❛ see the fire. put out the fire. the rest is blah blah. ❜ ❛ the system , and the rules are not arbitrary. ❜ ❛ you know you’re not helping him by going easy on him. ❜ ❛ he just needs a little direction. ❜ ❛ i’ll remind you that after he gets you killed. ❜ ❛ i’ll race you! ❜ ❛ race yourself rambo. ❜ ❛ who’s rambo? ❜ ❛ okay first of all , that’s awful. ❜ ❛ stand back. i got this! ❜ ❛ try to find some common sense while you’re down there. ❜ ❛ don’t we need a warrant or something? ❜ ❛ do i look like i’m asking you to make an arrest? ❜ ❛ let’s do this. ❜ ❛ it’s not working! ❜ ❛ nobody held the elevator? ❜ ❛ come on , i’m twice as fast! ❜ ❛ you’re gonna be okay. you’re gonna be great. ❜ ❛ hospital eta five minutes! ❜ ❛ there’s nothing more we can do. ❜ ❛ we did our jobs very well today. ❜ ❛ you do not get to choose who lives and who dies. ❜ ❛ you’re gonna get someone killed. ❜ ❛ i promise you , the next time you screw up. it’ll be your last. ❜ ❛ get in the truck. ❜ ❛ dude , as far as i’m concerned , the world began the day i was born. ❜ ❛ oh my god! I’m gonna start calling you snake-ipedia! ❜ ❛ why don’t i just punch it in the face? ❜ ❛ it’s not some guy at an el torito happy hour! ❜ ❛ we don’t have time for this! ❜ ❛ why is that always the first option for you white-boy , macho tough guys? ❜ ❛ guys i’m totally gonna take credit for this. it’s gonna get me laid for a week. thank you. ❜ ❛ i’m gonna skip the part where the two idiots flirt. ❜ ❛ um , did you follow me here? ❜ ❛ all that stuff weighs you down. it slows you down. ❜ ❛ if we lose a couple seconds , people die. ❜ ❛ don’t do this to me. ❜ ❛ for what it’s worth , everyone thinks it sucks. ❜ ❛ you got some skills. just not a lot of discipline. ❜ ❛ you’ve got to be kidding me. ❜ ❛ i need a favor. ❜ ❛ i’ll have something for you in less than five. ❜ ❛ all right. no heroics. don’t go chasin waterfalls. ❜ ❛ i don’t know what that means. ❜ ❛ you can’t go in there right now. ❜ ❛ i know what this looks like. ❜ ❛ you’re giving me another chance? ❜ ❛ you were right to fire me. ❜ ❛ so are we talking again? ❜ ❛ i think i’m not fired. ❜ ❛ your shifts not over yet. ❜

[candycharmss]

꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷‧₊˚💕 ‧₊˚ I HAD THIS FEELING, AS I WAS FALLING ~ . . .

꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷‧₊˚💕 ‧₊˚ THE SOUND 'CROSS THE BAY, WAS THE SOUND OF YOU CALLING ~ . . .

INFO UNDER THE CUT ~ !

Hey hi! My name is Dew!! I’m just a silly guy that’s just here to talk about my silly little f/os!! You know how it is!!! I know my account is empty (mainly bc i am so nervous to be entering this place again ahA...) but I promise you I’m gonna be pretty much active here, just like i was on my main! I figured maybe a side blog would be nicer, plus I can yap way more ehehe. 💕

Oh yea my main is @candycoffinss HE/she pronouns! ʚ♡ɞ Genderfluid ʚ♡ɞ Gay ʚ♡ɞ Adult

I will warn you though, this blog is VERY horror/gore themed, I love spooky stuff! So be cautious pls <3

Please no doubles D: … nothing personal I promise!!! It just kinda makes me feel not so great :( this might change we’ll see :L…

... Since I am an adult, so there might be the occasional suggestive post but I will be tagging it as #suggestive and #suggestive cw so I’d like to politely ask for minors to block it! Or anyone who’s uncomfortable, really. But I promise there won’t be a bunch! Maybe just funny memes. :P!

I have a bunch of f/os… like, a lot.. But my main focuses are these fellas!!

💫 Arthur D4venp0rt from 4rt 0f M0re! I like to say I'm his #1 bf because I'm sure almost nobody else has rlly heard of this show ehehe <33 I just started watching it and I decided he'd be a f/o of mine!!!! He's a cutie <33. The ship name is Chocolate Coins! He has a lot of money so i thought it'd make sense. :3 Aannnddd for tags... |♡|🎨 ~ YOUR SONG ! 🎨 ✎ . . . My sweetheart <3 💫 Sc0tt T1bbs from the S4w franchise! Admittedly I haven’t seen a bunch of love for him but I figured that I could provide that <3 besides, he’s such a cool guy :3 the ship name for him and my s/i or oc is Rockcandy and his tags are |♡|🎸 ~ KILLSHOT ! 🎸 ✎ . . . My rockstar <3 💫 St4nford P1nes from Gr4vity F4lls! Chat… Chat he is so kind… I’ve liked him for FOREVER and now I can be open about it!!! Yay!! The ship name is Dewford or Smarties! Can you tell I like candy themes? His tags are |♡|✋ ~ HE BLINDED ME WITH SCIENCE ! ✋ ✎ . . . My nerd <3

Sooo yeah! There’s some other ones, but they’re all on my carrd! Yippee!!!

What else do I put… um…

OH! Tags.. Tags!! Let's see here... AHA!

⚰️ ✎ . . . Dew's Coffin - Me talking! Just simply thinking of stuff :3

🦴 ✎ . . . Dew's Bones - Art tag!! Yay!!

🧠 ✎ . . . Dew's Brain - Thoughts!! Maybe F/O imagines!! We'll see!

🫀 ✎ . . . Dew's Heart - F/O gushing :33 ehehehehehhe

🦷 ✎ . . . Dew's Teeth - Fanart/gift tag! Of course I'm not forcing this but just in case it's needed ;P, I've somehow managed to get a bunch of fanart in general so ahA--

🪦 ✎ . . . Dew's Gravestone - Reblog game responses!

🩸 ✎ . . . Dew's Blood - Suggestive posts

👻 ✎ . . . Dew's Hauntings - Asks! Ur all my little ghosts :3

SINCE THE BOOK OF BILL HAS BECOME MORE POPULAR I FIGURED MAYBE I SHOULD SAY THIS:: DONT TALK AB IT IF YOU SHIP BILLFORD! nothing personal, I just get uncomfortable! You're still good to interact just please don't tag anything I post as billford please! <3 Proshippers don’t talk to me, you’re all stinky as hell smh >:L same with just general dni criteria. Don’t be a freak man, it’s not that hard :( Also DNI if you're like, a comshipper or if you're that kinda freak that likes abusive stuff like girlypop... no.... Also zoophiles, necrophiles, etc. I've had the displeasure of having followers of that so :/ never again, never again... youch... Also if you're anti-lgbtq, homophobic, transphobic, yadda yadda... Yeah no, not on my BLOG >:/

[cypressmoons]

cross your mind [al haitham]

♫ listening to: cross your mind by role model

🕮 summary: do you think about me, do you fantasize? you're so cool around me, do i even cross your mind? modern au, lots of horrible jokes (i'm giving cyno a run for his money)

✎ word count: 1.3k

“do you want to be in the video?”

“what?”

“what?”

you repeat his question back at him, blinking innocently.

he forces a laugh, the air suddenly feeling a little more frigid.

finally your anxiety gets the best of you and you launch into yet another nervous ramble, “i mean, only if you’re comfortable- i just thought it would look good for the PR, that’s all- i wouldn’t want to force you to do anything you don’t want to do!”

he laughs genuinely now, and your face feels hot. you pinch the inside of your palm in a desperate attempt to calm the nerves, reminding yourself that this is just like asking any other person, he’s not anything special, and you most definitely shouldn’t be making a big deal out of this.

but he is.

you’ve secretly admired him for over a year now. in the summer months when you didn’t see him, you somehow even managed to forget he existed save for the occasional “oh there was this guy in my class” moment. but now that you’re seeing him multiple times a week and even having to — gasp — private message him, you’re not sure how much longer your internal organs can handle all the twisting and turning.

your friends might be sick and tired of your nonstop simping for a man you're too chicken to actually go talk to, but somehow that's the thrill of it for you: chasing after the one person you can't have, knowing that you'd probably never be cool enough to even hang around him.

sometimes you even question if you're in love with him, but the thought is quickly dismissed when you attribute it to pure physical attraction - a very strong and endless one at that.

and you almost drop all the heavy groceries you were carrying when you run into him walking with another girl one day.

the skies are a dim shade of grey-blue as the sun sets behind the clouds and beneath the horizon, headlights from the cars beside you growing brighter in contrast. another frigid gust of wind makes you shiver and you retreat your hands further into your sleeves, cursing at the heavy bags you're carrying for preventing you from warming your hands in your pockets, at the slippery ice and slush that were yet to be cleared from the sidewalks, at the winter winds that seem to cut straight into your bones, and at yourself for being too scared to go inside the restaurant to order takeout for dinner.

now you're cold, tired, the bags too heavy on your back and in your hands, and stomach protesting from the lack of your comfort food. sure, you could probably whip something up from the groceries you just bought, but on some days you just simply don't feel like it - especially on cold and gloomy days like these.

you're just not having a good day.

little did you know, your day is about to get a whole lot worse.

your apartment building looms closer and you feel the impending relief of finally being able to set these bags down. when you turn onto your street, however, you stop dead in your tracks as you see, without mistake, al haitham with another girl, engaged in animated conversation.

and walking towards you.

his expression freezes the moment he sees you, leaving the poor girl puzzled at his sudden pause in movement. her eyes dart from his face to where his gaze lands, until the three of you are gawking at each other like that one spider man meme.

fortunately, the gawking doesn't last long. armed with a new sense of spite-induced confidence, you hike your backpack up a little higher and decide to continue your journey on the other side of the sidewalk instead, purposefully ignoring him.

you did briefly consider a quick, nonchalant greeting - after all, that's what acquaintances do with each other, right? but looking at him, probably saying more words to the girl next to him in the last few minutes than he’s ever spoken to you in the two years you’ve known him, you couldn’t find it in yourself to even offer him that nicety.

so you take long strides away from them, never once looking back until you’re finally warm and toasty inside your apartment’s lobby. you’d like to think that he watched you leave, that he’d paused his conversation for you, but caught in a moment of jealousy, you suddenly don’t care if he did.

because you’re never gonna be like her, anyway.

being what you are, though - is it ever going to be enough? heart rate spiking a little whenever a red notification dot appears on your phone, only for you to sigh in relief when your friend’s name appears instead. cursing at him for taking years to respond to you while you secretly hoped he reciprocated your one-sided crush. your thoughts don’t have a flood gate, unfortunately, and when your very being is consumed by him at all times of day - putting your first name with his last name included - you just can’t get him out.

you’re growing increasingly frustrated at how much he consumed your time and energy. despite repeated attempts to convince yourself that he’ll do nothing but break your heart later, your mind still wanders to him, your stomach still gets butterflies, and at this point you just want to scrub every crevice in your brain like one of those scrub daddy-sponsored cleaning videos.

if you really think about it, he's nowhere near being the kate sharma to your anthony bridgerton, so why is he the bane of your existence and object of all your desires?

yet you can't forget about the way he smiled when you talked to him, how he literally looks like the grinning emoji. you tell yourself he looks at everyone like that, but part of you hopes that maybe the grinning emoji face is reserved just for you.

which is false, apparently.

you should've known better. even with all your thoughts running wild like an unmoderated twitch chat, containing every situation possible like a tumblr dash with mature content enabled and complete with filters and background music from the "romantic songs to make up scenarios in your head to" video that youtube strangely decided to recommend you one day, you should've known he is just a fantasy to you. maybe you've made him out to be a saint, to be better than he actually would have been in real life, but the hopeless romantic in you so desperately wants it to be true, even just one tiny part of it.

you delete the exclamation mark from the end of the sentence, feeling guilt tinging your body as you press send before promptly closing the chat window. the habit of adding exclamation marks and smiley faces as to not appear mean no longer has any place in this conversation.

if you want to forget about him, move on from him, you need to begin by telling yourself that it's not worth compromising your future over a man you can't have.

and that's not only because he acts so cool around you. if you ever crossed his mind, he surely doesn't show it.

because come on- surely it doesn't take a normal person three full days to agree on a time for a strictly professional, no-personal-feelings-attached, most definitely normal work meeting, right?

this is only for my job. i would've done the same for any other person.

you repeat the statement to yourself like a mantra, so many times that you start to fear that you would summon his spirit or something. you try to imagine any other person in his shoes. yes - this video is purely for the sake of advertisement, engagement and PR, and absolutely nothing else.

so why is it you offered to get coffee for the both of you?

i hope you enjoyed the subtle bane of my existence fic reference hehehehe i'm very proud of that one - if you haven't read that yet then you should >:(

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Fandom rant

✎ I hate how when I mention I’m a fan of an old fandom people are like “hmm yeah ur a new fan”?!? NAHH UHHH ?? WHERE’D YOU GET THAT FROM?? SURE LIKE, IDK MUCH ABT THE SPECIFIC FANDOM ONLY THE CHARACTERS B UT WHAT.

like for an example, creepypasta,, wdym I’m not an og fan? Just because I’m like born a bit later than when it originally came out doesn’t mean I don’t know.. I literally searched up creepypasta tributes, amvs, animation memes, I eat pasta for breakfast, comics, fanart + more :o(

I kinda did wish I was born a little more earlier than the year I was born as, to get a full on experience of the entire thing. I remember Emos and scenecore kids on the internet talking to their cameras on YouTube, those old low quality jumpscares, uhm. the fluffies from mlp. + more

…maybe the reason why I didn’t know much abt each fandom I got into back then was because I kept on searching up applejack kissing rainbow dash in a barn ~ Debbie

[feietouhuo]

❣✎‽

headcanon meme

❣- What calms your muse down?

answered here <3 

✎- Can your muse draw? How well/How Bad?

HAHAHA no he’s horrendously bad. it’s true calligraphy & drawing/painting are extremely similar & you are generally good at both of them or none of them when you practice! it’s not his technique that’s bad ( he can make very nice lines thanks to his calligraphy ), he just .... lacks the ability to represent anything on paper. gets too caught up in details maybe & it just ends up a mess, or what he attempts to draw looks nothing like the actual thing.  

‽- Something your muse has problem in understanding

people <3 mu qing is a person who views everything with logic. he examines situations logically, he thinks decisions & actions taken by people are, at their core, logical. it’s not that he discredits or thinks people don’t have emotions, but that he believes there are always core beliefs driving someone. &, no matter what, people should act in accordance with those beliefs. 

these beliefs, generally, are self-serving: protect your own life & climb the mountain before allowing others to climb & potentially trample over you. if there’s any chance mu qing is put at major risk from being kind, he (mostly) won’t choose to be kind. self-sacrifice has never been something he can wrap his head around; he loves life more than anything & it’s canon his greatest fear is, indeed, death. 

when people continuously go out of their way & risk everything just to make some sort of difference, mu qing’s first question will always be “why?” because it really doesn’t make sense. usually, he ends up insulting them & shrugs them off because why talk to the unreasonable? let them risk their life if that’s what they want so bad. 

on the other hand, because he’s this way, sometimes it’s the right move to keep them safe himself if they won’t. at the end of the day, the reason he’s logical is because he believes people will turn out much happier this way, it’s just his way of being kind.

[dikiyvter]

✄✎

Munday meme ./ accepting

✄ What is an idea you originally had in mind for your muse, but ended up scrapping? Why?

       I don’t have anything as big as the last time i answered this ( here ) so I’m going to kind of rapid-fire small things at you instead.

       - Gio and Riga were originally meant to be MUCH more ruin-guard like. One of the first ideas I actually had for them was not that Dottore had made them from scratch-- but that he had found and repaired them, and that they were both well over 500+ years old. This idea got scrapped because I don’t know. I just didn’t like it as much, I suppose. There’s still remnants of this idea in their current lore, but it’s not something I’ve talked about, and I haven’t fleshed it out enough yet where I feel like discussing it.

       - Originally I had this thought that, because they were made from ruin guards, if not made by Khaenriah itself, they might both have some vague and shifty memory of Khaenriah and the Cataclysm because of that. Ultimately I scrapped that Idea rather quickly-- But I do have a few concepts for art pieces that are reminiscent of the concept. The original lore behind the ideas no longer fit, but I do still want to finish them bc they’re pretty.

       - When I first wrote him he was SUPER reluctant to break the law and I just think that’s funny as fuck. I’m p sure one of the very first interactions on this blog was with Duke’s blog ( @/sir-huffman ), where Gio stole some arrows, panicked, and then went to Huffman damn-near in tears like “I sTo LE tEH se”. Current Gio would kick the shit out of OG Gio for being a coward. 

       - Gio was originally such a depressed character that I find it hilarious to look back on considering what an excitable ball of energy he now is. 

       - I can’t think of anything else off the top of my head, and I don’t have anymore information regarding their names... So I’m going to show you Gio’s first draft design, instead. Lookit him. Look how fluffy his hair was. His color scheme was just fucking Tooth Paste. What A Boy. November/December 2020 Cala was on some shit. 

[toadallytickles]

ahhhhh - I really want to join the tickle community but I don’t know how to grow or stuff like that, could i please get some tips??? ❤️

Hello! You are welcome to join the community any time you’re comfortable! We’re always happy to see and meet new people! Of course I can give some tips on how to thrive! Though, it’s quite simple~

✎ Just be yourself! I know it’s cliché, but it’s very true! People want to know you for you, and you attract people like yourself! There are a lot of admirable blogs, and they can definitely inspire you! Though you don’t have to act like them and be like them to be likeable and grow! Those blogs are unique to themselves, and that is admirable! Stay true to you!

✎ Your blog doesn’t have to be pure tickle content! Make it a reflection of you, if you wish! Reblog content you really like, like fandom, or music, or meme, or science posts! You may just find people who share your interests!

✎ Be kind. Kindness is key, and goes a long way!

✎ Remember behind each blog is a person with a life and feelings. Some of us are really active, some of us post once in a while, some don’t post at all but still lurk! Though our blogs aren’t our lives. Maybe we’re busy, maybe we just don’t want to talk at the moment, and that’s valid. Just don’t hassle anyone for “taking too long to reply” or “ignoring you.”

✎ Don’t assume everyone wants to talk tickling. Yes, we are a tickling community and post/reblog tickling content, though tickling is an intimate topic and activity for a lot of us, and prefer to discuss that with friends only. Respect people’s boundaries! Read people’s bios and About Me pages if they have one, and if they don’t, send an ask or a message! Hopefully you get an answer!    - There are people who like to talk tickling right away, either publicly and/or privately and that’s valid!    - There are people who like to talk about it publicly, but only privately with friends, and that’s valid!    - There are people who prefer talking about it with friends only, and that’s valid!    - There are people who aren’t ready to talk about it, and that’s valid too!

✎ Share your own original posts and content! Tags are very helpful too for getting posts noticed!

✎ Reblog other’s posts and content! Don’t be shy to add a comment, or talk in the tags! A lot of us LOVE to read tags! Just keep it appropriate.

✎ Send asks! Anonymous is a great feature for when you don’t have a blog, are too shy to reveal yourself, or are too shy to ask a certain question. Compliments are even welcome! Though, you can get your blog recognized off-anonymous, and asks can be answered privately between the two of you! A lot of us LOVE receiving asks too! Just like me with this one! :)

✎ Reach out to other members! Don’t be shy to say hello and give an introduction of yourself in an ask or message! A lot of us like meeting new members and making new friends!

✎ Just because a blog shares NSFW posts/content doesn’t mean you can be inappropriate towards them, unless they clearly state they are okay with that. Always check and be sure!

✎ You don’t have to share anything you don’t want to. A lot of us love to share selfies and body photos/nudes of ourselves. Just because we are doing it, please don’t feel pressured to do so too. Photos of yourself are not required to be a part of the community. That’s a personal choice, and 100% respectable.

✎ Don’t be afraid to say “no.” As a new blog, you may feel to be “likeable” you have to ‘people please.’ I feel as a bigger blog, I have to ‘people please.’ That’s not true though. If anyone makes you uncomfortable, or wants you to do something you don’t, stand up for yourself and say “no.” Unfortunately you may come across people who will push at you for something, or someone straight up weird or creepy, and you have every right to stand up for yourself, or don’t reply at all, or block them.  I still get a little guilty for it, but at the end of the day they crossed my boundary and/or were being disrespectful to me.

✎ Remember we were all new blogs once. We’ve been there, or are there currently! I for sure started here very shy and ashamed for liking tickling, and I know members who are accepting it, and others that are still working on it. And that’s valid. Growth takes time and patience. Though as long as you are true to you, and surround yourself with kind and accepting people, you too can accept tickling as something you like. Everyone’s journey is different! 

If you have any other questions, please don’t hesitate to ask! :)

And if anyone would like to add a tip, please don’t hesitate either! :)

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✏ That headcanon meme from forever ago -flashofyellowlight

“Send “✎” and I will write 10 headcanons about our muses interacting”

Meh, can be from stone age and I’ll still do that ;) Thanks for asking!  @flashofyellowlight

1. Widely known, first thing he had done was being a complete asshole and child, when he couldn’t handle being a cyborg. Took him some time to get his shit toghether and apologize, but he end up apologizing a lot in many different ways.

2. He’d do anything for her. Not only because of how he sees her, but because of irrepayable debt he has for saving his life, not seeing him as a machine from very beggining and all the care he was given.

3. Genji has some sort of minor crush on Angela. Not so unfamiliar feeling for him, yet she’s different than all the girls he used to flirt with. But as a grown up, he’s very chill about it.

4. She had seen him naked and all his inner. Literally, hah. Compared to how he used to be - he has nothing to offer her. He can’t charm her with all she had already seen. From his old aspects he has only smile and smooth talk (at least he thinks so). So he doesn’t even try his old ways (also because of 5. and 8.)

5. Angela is the first woman he learnt to really respect. Because of salvation she gave him, her intelligence, her strong will and sharp mind.

6. He uses every small excuse to go to her lab because he needs healing again. He enjoyes spending time with her a lot.

7. But when he really should ask for her help, he hesitates and delays it. Especially if it’s horrible nightmares or phantom pains which leave him awake for whole nights.

8. As much as he enjoys messing with people, he doesn’t dare to mess with Mercy. He’s much more careful about what he does near her, than with the rest of agents. (You just don’t piss off your medic. Never!)

9. It doesn’t mean he behaves himself. Rather he tries too, but some jokes or actions can’t be helped.

10. If they would ever come up to relationship, he’d name her with many small and silly nicknames like, obviously, “angel”, “dove” and much more regular. In both English and Japanese. He’s not fan of commitment, but if he would propose he’d ask: “Ore no misoshiru o tsukettekurenaika?/Would you make me miso soup everyday?” which is very traditional way. Silly, but he finds this way more appropriate and meaningful than normal asking.